ONCE UPON A MEMORY

Once upon a memory fades through my mind as I tossed and turned through a sleepness night. Once again sleep did escape me but how can I sleep when I know what todays date represents. I have known and have felt the heart pulling for weeks knowing the time was coming to this; the day we found out that he was Critically Ill. The words that was so much easier for him to say because he really believed "We were just playing a dirty trick" on him. What a dirty trick that would be! Trying to remember that week so long ago but it was such a world wind in what steps to take and everyone had their opinions on what should be done. In the end God had the final decision just like the beginning of his life; it's always up to God.

How blessed we were to know him, to love him and to be part his life time. He was as big of a knucklehead as he was a wonderful person but we had to witness one to get the other and I would love the chance to have any or all of him back.

I am trying to live day by day and remember what is important every day because after what we went through with him I don't want one minute to be missed.