I haven't written in awhile. Anymore I write just to myself as a journal not knowing if anyone sees or really caring. There's many days I think of writing but decide not to trying to move on which I think I have done well but memories of him and missing him are always there. I always miss him more on special occassions, during times of LOL with going down memory lane and recently in this wonderful game of dating again. I have learned NO ONE has been like him. I'm not wanting another him but why isn't there men that know how to tell the truth and treat women like they should be. Call it old school if you will , I don't know but I think it's respect and he had that and alot more. Grant it he was a knuckle head about alot of things but the best man I've ever met.
His 45th birthday was Tuesday along with Jessica's 24th we are usually together, it really killed me that we weren't this year. It has become a normal thing for us to be a part now. Jess has her own life that she is now married and working full time and we just agreed to get together we she has time free. Although apart we both had same idea and recognized Mick that day. If he was here we would have had to have his favorite Red Velvet Cake... Jess got choice of place for dinner and he got the cake. ;) Now, here we are Memorial Day and still thinking and yearning for him. This week has been crazy of nothing but thinking of him.
No matter how my life moves on I will always think of him and will always love him we parted not by choice and maybe one day my heart will be at peace again.
Monday, May 30, 2011
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