Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Can't believe

Can't believe as of yesterday it has been 4 months since he's been gone. I woke up this morning and just like other days think he's going to be stomping in the bedroom to tell me he's going to the Cain place.
Some people think because I am going out with friends I have moved on. There's no moving on when you have lost your life partner there is just a person acting as they are moving on. Because what those people don't know is he is with me in my thoughts, prayers, and heart every minute of every day. Life for me is at a stand still but I'm trying really hard to keep pushing on because when I'm by myself it's the hardest because I KNOW he's not coming in that door and once again I will be waking up to empty arms.

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