Today's Dr. appt.

Well, for starters I was confused on my days and had to resched. an appt. but, Mick did get to see Dr. today to get his staples out. We discussed how he's been doing, good and bad. He is a little more verbal but he doesn't makes sense at time and is having more "what I call" halicinations....they might be called something else but I don't know how else to describe it...Anyhow, he told us that Mick's left side paralysis will not get stronger even with therapy because it is the annuerysms that's causing the issue. The stress ball and the weights can just help with him not losing anymore strength. Said he should still use the walker/wheel chair and don't push himself where it's strenous. What's next; next Friday he will have another CT scan and then go back to the Dr. ; today we discussed if Mick does not show a big difference by then removal of the Annuerysms will take place in July. Only other choice is to let him go on living the way he is and let life tick like a bomb. What would you do? I only know that Mick is not living right now. He would not want to continue this path. I would not care how I have it as long as I have him but that is selfish so we have to do what we know he would want. God willing if it comes to the removal God will make the best choice for Mick. Another decision we have to make is his Dr. although he told us at the beginning he would not remove them because of the chance of survival (he's never done one this size) told us today that he would be more than willing to remove them instead of sending him somewhere else. His thinking is we have a relationship with him and him to us and it might be a better choice. He said he feels comfortable if that is the decision we go with OR he will go ahead and set things up with someone else. That's it for now so; Until next time..........