Life's Disappointments

Mick's blood pressure and tempature fluctuated all day. Left the hospital a few minutes ago and it was 85/? can't even remember now but it was low with a average of 72 for systolic. Dr. A. came into today for a minute to tell us he still needs to do exam on Mick and write up a report. I made a statement about we have been holding out for hope and he said we all have. He agrees there is no change, and no positive signs. After 2 weeks the risk of damage becomes much higher...He knows where we are with Mick's wishes and Wed. is the 2 week "protocol" for the hospital and he said tomorrow or Wed. he will get with us and discuss things so the "burden" will be off our shoulders. No matter what he says the guilt will always be there. The only thing that is going to get us through is knowing Mick will no longer be in pain and he will be at peace with loved ones that have gone before him. Pray for his peace with no suffering.