Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Praying for Peace...

As I sit here next to Mick wishing God would fullfill his plan I think of Amanda's question. She asked why hasn't God taken him yet; only answer I had was "maybe God was still making room for him" as stupid as it sounds it makes since to me. After all why would he make him continue to suffer. Mick was taken off of life support at 11:47 today. Although he has trouble breathing; he is breathing on his own. His blood pressure & oxygen has been all over the place for most of the day but at this time seems to be stable. We all new he was a fighter unfort. at this time he just needs to know that he can go in peace. The Dr. ruled this morning of taking him off of life support and we agreed. We were told that Mick's life would be no more than what it is now. Never waking up and laying in bed for the rest of his life. We were also told that he did have another stroke at some point within the last 2 weeks. Dr. A ...said hopefully he should go within 2 days..we are praying for that. Today has been the hardest thing we have had to do; say goodbye to someone that only God knows when we will see again. Our hearts break but we know it is the best thing for him. For now I will enjoy laying next to him on the cot; listening to his snoring for the last time. Pray for his peace.

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